Safety

The idea that the world can't touch you, hurt you, or even make a dent on the way you are living, is a hard one to grasp. words are just words. but when a person puts their emotions behind it, words tend to pack a punch. But, only one word has any meaning alone, on it's own, without voice. it's love. it's not a word to me, it's love. It's not a feeling to me, it's love. It is a way of life, and to have gods love, well that is all the nourishment i need. I don't need your words of engorgement, no matter how thoughtful they may be, i need to know that i believe in.

She's my new friend. She won't be like the others, and i know i say this so early on, but i feel it. And, when i say it, i believe it. My friends have been acting weird though, and it is nice to find comfort in a new one. I don't know what it is, but i'm starting to see that some of them don't like the real me. And it upsets me, that because of that, i probably can't be their friend anymore, because i won't adapt for them.

So, adapting. Why do we do it? Why do we take the time to socially study a person, try to understand how they respond to things, and interpret our idea of an appropriate interaction with them. we do it because we should. We don't just start yelling profanitys at Amish people, because it's rude. Sure, there is always going to be a douchebag around the corner, fighting against all moral codes, but you don't have to be that person. But when you have to change who you are, to PLEASE someone, that's where you stop. You Must be yourself, for you are beautiful in every sense of the word, you are so unique, unless you are a twin, in that case you are so much more different than everyone else, for the fact that they have something to compare you to, and see how different you are from another person. So, be you.